anna
Senioritis has fully set in and I have way too much to look forward to to even care about what's going on now.
Recently I can’t stop noticing all of the beautiful women in my life. And I don’t mean that in a creepy way…I just wish I could look like them. I’m even jealous of how pretty my best friends are. I had the highest self confidence in eighth grade and now it’s all gone. What happened? I want that back so badly. I just feel like I never live up to my own self expectations..and that sucks because you are your own biggest critic. And I’m so critical of myself..and it may seem like I have confidence or I’m really happy but majority of the time I just wish I could be prettier or smarter or more athletic. I’m never comfortable or happy with who am I or what I have and I’ve been trying for years to just accept it. But I can’t. I wish I knew how to truly love who I am.
annadawgg posted this
